Erk.

Oh. It feels good to be home and of course, i am enjoying every second. the best thing, everyday i have the chance to break the fast with home-cooked lauks. This year, my mother chooses to cook everday. Tee-hee-hee. And, yeah, we only buy the kuehs from bazar.

i know some of my friends who choose to stay 'abroad' during this hols because we'v got another break coming close - the Raya break. I say, these people are berhati waja. *clap*clap*. I cant do it. Been to Bazar Ramadhan on the 1st day in KM@rudu and heeheee, its nothing like KL's and I was glad that i'll b going back to KL the next day. ngeee~~I heart KL!

KL and the malls.
I heart KL and the malls.
And the goood saleeesss.

I am now officially broke as i shopped like busybee. I finished the month's 'personal expenses' portion at the concourse level of KLCC. Only the concourse level and i didnt dare to go up to the other levels.

Antara hasil-hasil tangkapan:

Pl@ydoh (play-duuh?) set for Iman, my brother. I had to buy that first before he gave me all the ugutan-ugutan maut and so i thot i can shop peacefully after that la kan? It didnt really work.

Prim@vera shoes for him and me. I justified the purchase of my another - pair - of - pumps by saying 'Ma, they are really good for walking, try la'. Then my mom said 'why, all this while shoes are not for walking ke?'. Enough said la. Ye, saya kalah.

Then, there is another kedai opposite Prim@vera that i cant reveal the name. Hehe. In that kedai la, Iman lost his temper, I lost my money - the cashier took it and I knew it was time to go back.


To add to that, I am due to pay for all my online pre-booked items. Uwa.


Nampaknye, my Marc Jacobs tabung perlu dikacau lagi bulan ini. Uwa.


Sayda, u made the right decision of not coming back to Tanahair weh~

Just when I thought it'd be a lonely affair...

It was my birthday yesterday and alhamdulillah it was 'filled'.

I seriously thought that it'd to be a very lonely affair for me; celebrating my 24th all alone in Sabah. I underestimated, apparently. Thanks a bunch to Tqa and Yao for making the day a memorable one. Just a simple dinner (oppsie daisie, twice actually~) on Sunday night and again, yesterday's night with an extra crowd-Dzull, a newly acquanted pal from Beluran.

The first dinner, Tqa took the effort to buy the cakes all the way from KK and gosh we're filled with faaattttssssss; 3 slices of different types of cheeeeesecakes and a special one for me st@rbuck's marble cheeeesecake for just the three of us! Yao, too, celebrated her birthday recently. We ate and chatted like the KFC belonged to us and we were in our own world, spoke the same language, laughed and smiled as we toasted the 'adultness' that should come with every birthday.


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How could i produced such thought that i'd be all alone on my birthday?

I am not sure about others, but being away from home almost crashes my will to go through the days. I am forcing myself to be strong and to cope. School isnt the best place to be but being around the students is the best thing. So its 50-50. Occasions like birthdays and deaths give me creep and I whine at the fact the I am very far from the family. Quite recently, i have been talking about homesickness quite a lot with Yao and Tqa. It is very hard. Very very hard. When you are away and not even on the same tompok of land in the peta with your family.

So thats why. Thats why I thought 'oh its gonna be black 10. black monday'.

Proven wrong, I apparently celebrate my birthday quite meaningfully too, this year, just like the years before. With friends like Tqa and Yao, where i could really see that our friendship is blossoming into something beautiful and strong. These people are the people that i can count on while i am away, here together with them in Sabah. Their sincerity alone gives me an oxigen supply to my already-drained-will to stand tall in Sabah. Thanks so much, girls.

Thanks alot too those who texted and called me on my birthday. Sangat2 di hargai.

Jaime, aku tak jadi rasa alone~~alhamdulillah.
Syd, thnx fr the call.
Nisa, Am okay already. Homesick sket2 ja.
Nada, yeaaahhh-i had fun!
Zue, its ok bebeh!

Ejat- Yes, you are right, i have friends everywhere, How could i be alone?

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And, im shouting out to other friends (yang i ingat) who are gonna celebrate their bdays in August;


HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY GUYS!


Ana shirin, Fariza, Alin, Hadi, Star and Shaa...


Make sure you have a blast, sentiasa dimurahkan rejeki dan dalam perlindunganNya, Insya Allah.


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24ed already. Welcome to adultery. Hahaha.


ps: Lawak di atas berbentuk lawak bahasa ye. Sorry for inconvenience caused. *WINK*